Tuesday, May 30, 2006
-boyfriend?-
I'm sorry for me buggin' you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go I'm crazy 'bout you know who
I'm sorry for me needing you
sorry girl that you don't feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I've never been good at that
forgive me for being me
I've tried to let go
I know you got a boyfriend - another man
another guy by your side
someone who hopefully treats you right
but you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend -
that other guy the only one who's allowed in your room to lay in your arms at night now
you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend
I'm sorry for me wanting you
sorry for not playing by the rules
but what would you do if you were in my shoes feeling lost and blue
I'm sorry for me lovin' you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who
forgive me for being me
I've tried to let go
I know you got a boyfriend - another man
another guy by your side someone
who hopefully treats you right
but you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend -
that other guy the only one who's allowed in your room
to lay in your arms at night now
you don't know how much I wish that I was your boyfriend
another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish I was the only one to lay in your arms at night
well you can't blame a guy for tryin' now
what else can I do and how I wish that my prayers, thoughts and dreams
| arhang fought for sanity @ 6:46 PM|
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
-10yrs of friendship = 10min of attitude.-
This is a conversation between me and my gd fren..
dunno why, i always quite respect him for the things he done..
he have big dream which make ppl wanna envy him..
seriously i treat him as a gd fren as he can tok one de.. like to help..
but dunno why becoz of this conversation, i'm quite pissed..
let juz name him Jack.. - below the conversation got my own surmary~
jack says:
u there?
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
yea
jack says:
so what u want to bring for pot luck?
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
not sure
jack says:
than i delegate can?
jack says:
hot dog and fish cake can?
jack says:
and crab stick?
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
erm..
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i think of smt else
jack says:
but i need to confirm soon
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
sat wat time?
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
aiyah
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i after cg i go liao
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i dun bring anything can?
jack says:
cannot
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
hmm
jack says:
faster or else i delegate already
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i bring potato chips
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
wat the budget?
jack says:
no potato chips..
jack says:
have to be food
jack says:
no budget
jack says:
this want cannot claim want
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
no $$
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
aiyah
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
haha
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i dunno la..
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
u delegate..
jack says:
hotdog
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i dun wan la
jack says:
than what u want
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i dun wan to go..
jack says:
i delegate than u dont want
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
i dun wan to bring
jack says:
ll..
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
pls dun force me.. pls
jack says:
i will not force people
jack says:
since u dont want it ok
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
ok.. thanks..
jack says:
but nxt time u ask me do something i say no..
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
coz i really not free
jack says:
u should know the reason
arhang` it time finish the mission says:
aiyah.. only temporary i cannot think of anything. relax la man. i see what i can do abt it la.
jack says:
dont need ba
jack says:
i delegate once settle
jack says:
i dont like to delay things
after this msg.. i see liao, seriously i felt high!
coz i got some of my frenz who bad mouth him!
becoz he is my gd fren, i defend him! tell my frenz not to bad mouth him!!
like explaining to them what kind of person is he etc etc..
of coz the bad mouth thingy i nv tell Jack b4 la.. ar boh he ask me wat they bad mouth abt..
but sigh.. yet i got this kind of attitude.. it really sadden me.. maybe i'm too navie.
think abt it.. i think this is sad lo.. so many yrs of friendship, i got these back. it really hurt my heart..
now i got 3 choice, either i can treat it nth happen and haf peace. or having some cold war going on..
or making a hell out of him..( which is highly impossible, haha)
damn need encouragment~
| arhang fought for sanity @ 7:23 PM|
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Friday, May 12, 2006
-returning back to 1st love-
haha... tonight it juz so happen b4 i head to seng house for some gangbang session.. out of the blue i haf some inspiration to blog..
well maybe i'm not the position to say this. But why do couple will quarrel till they break up?
maybe due to immaturity like KS told me? well tt reason do score some 'score..
but i think this actually can be prevent...
lets say, why in the 1st place this couple are together? mainly is because they haf feeling for each other.. like each other alot so they wanna be together..
So this is where my point of blogging will come in~
Because of the 1st love they had for each other, making each other feel special. having a great feeling while being together.. it always like honeymoon when they are together.
but problem soon will come in.. due to alot of reason,
eg. no time for each other, some stupid problem due to quarrel..when problem occurs, normally couple might sit for a talk or smt, trying cool things down. so they might continue their love again... some passed some failed.. >_<
but don't u guys shld think that.. they shld think abt why are they together in the 1st place?
yea.. in my own personal opinion, i seriously think they SHOULD think abt their
1st love!Don't you think tt 1st love is the very powerful thing? it really like honeymoon everyday!
think abt it.. izzit true that ur 1st love wif ur gf/bf is the BESTEST feeling??
so friends if u are having problem with this kind of problem, pls consider trying to think back abt the 1st love..
Returning back to the 1st love days~~!
i believe if everyone think of going back to 1st love, i confirm there will not be any break up!
in fact if going back, i believe the relationship will go stronger and stronger!
well all this are juz some of my opinion la..
if u guys wanna flame me i also have no choice.. hehe..
anyway juz my 2 cents worth~~ :D
alright 3:40am le ... haf to go bath and rush to seng house wif ks..
ciaoz~!
| arhang fought for sanity @ 3:23 AM|
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Friday, May 05, 2006
-wooo~~ what a job..-
yea work started on 3/5/06~~
was excited abt the job at 1st.. but seem like it doesn't really met my expectation.. haha
i think the work stink in a way..
is that i think Keppel shipyard ppl actually shld make sure the PC is working fine and not to wait for us to troubleshoot for them ma..
i also dun think its fair for us to keep us from waiting..
well if we keep waiting it gonna be another hr or so.. which make us going home late.. and i mean late.. look at the time i post this blog.. this is when i juz took a bath and faster come and blog b4 i go slp..
on the 1st day.. damn i was so slow.. coz so many error that a workstation can give me.. haf to wait for their administrator to unlock certain stuff b4 i can go on. sometime i think i can even do better then them.. they simply do stuff without planning! which is a big NONO~~!
on the 2nd day which is today.. wee.. i'm the fastest!! the PC i choose no error no nth.. server working fine today.. lol quite happy abt it.. haha
i juz hope can i copy with my studies and this work together..
i think its damn tiring~!!
but wat to do! i need $$
haha~
damn i'm so tired.. i try to blog soon..
see ya~!
| arhang fought for sanity @ 3:31 AM|
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Monday, May 01, 2006
-yo~~-
hey everyone.. what a gd day to start a blog eh?
the sun come out bright bright.. looks like a happy day!
actually not much to type yet.. coz i juz change my blog skin and everything.. doing all the editing and stuff.. haha..
but later it gonna be a excited day!!
coz later i'm going for Tennis again!!
weee~~ hahaha
ok la.. maybe i edit this post later tonite abt my tennis game.. hehe..
gd day all~~!!
o ya.. my blog finally got tag board liao.. haha :D
| arhang fought for sanity @ 11:34 AM|
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