Sunday, October 29, 2006

-what a tiring day-

'starrharp' connection is bad today! the whole of the afternoon i can't even surf net! needless to say abt playing my guildwar! ok so i haf to wait till the time for dinner~ thank God it work now~!
ok, had dinner at bedok 85 instead of Chin lee..
coz it damn pack!
but i really miss chin lee food.. cheap and gd.. no wonder its so jam pack during wkend!
so instead we went bedok 85 to eat..
haha too much food. eat till full full~
but not really enjoying la.. if everything went smoothly i think the food will taste better, if u noe wat i mean. (i also not sure why i'm been drag inside the picture 2) BUT anyway. sigh
after dinner louis and his "more then friend" sihui, we went to watch to "the guardian"
ok la.. its not really a very bad movie. but quite predictable movie~! guess it a tribute movie for the US coast guard. after the movie i really like the ending theme.. haha nice.. "i nv let u go" ??
ok try to find the song and listen.. haha i think the lyrics is meaniful~ very nice~
at the end of the movie they still show the history of the us-coast guard. ok
i was thinking at tt time,in the past there no helicopter, so those Coast guard, really train till fit fit, find a bunch of ppl and row over the sence? like dragon boat haha.. well i dunno maybe wanna search the history of US coast guard!! haha
ok tml i might be having another movie tml~ tt magician show or hong kong 's police undercover movie lei?
ok i wanna watch both actually. but now i think the HK is more to favour.. haha coz long time nv see chinese movie .. =D
ok jus finish my SE project(actually halfway), juz wanna come blog awhile~ telling u all wats my plan ~ well hope tml i can wake up for the movie~ and i'll be waiting for tt morning call~~!! better confirm wif me u lazy bum! or else i bomb ur hp!


| arhang fought for sanity @ 2:19 AM|

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Friday, October 27, 2006

-i hope this is the last time.-

| arhang fought for sanity @ 5:21 PM|

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

-hmm i feel tt u are...-

dunno why, i suddenly wannna bring a person out and scold the person!
this happen quite awhile, maybe a few mths? this matter have been trapping in my heart too long liao.. thanks to someone triggling me.. now i might as well push everything out! i'm not the guy tt u think tt is kind and helpful ok? i also haf a bad side!

seriously i dun care that are u somekind of Survivor from a very nasty problem. after "surviving" from tt very problem. and u think u juz independent! coz u overcome the problem all by urself! for a moment i really think once u are out of my life, i might feel so much better.
Dun think i will be sad without u~! i will laugh harder!
dun think i will be stress without u~! i'm still chilling!
dun think i will be helpless without u~! i'm smarter!
u think i can't last a day without u? - but i'm still standing!
u think i will fail without u? - sorry arhang is still on top!!
u think i will go sucide coz of u? sorry yihang is still here! even my years to come, i'm still gonna be here!

but i wishing u the best!
pray tt u are blessed
more success no stress and lots of happiness!
not gonna blast u on ur phone
not gonna lie to u~
not gonna hate u for ur stupid comment
not gonna complain to everyone abt u( i still speak gd words for u!)
Coz i think this is the best way to do~!

if u ppl wanna noe who is it.. then msn me..
dun think that tt the person is u!

yaa.. actually alot of harted is trapped inside my heart la.. i juz wanna release out and everything out..
juz type wat i really wan~
yup.. to be direct? i'm sorry if u think u are the person..
but confirm wif me whether are u the person anot.. dun make pure assumtion~ thanks
coZ it a mixture of ppl inside~ every single person speak of 2 - 3 lines of comment.

BUT i really juz wanna release it here.. can't really tell anyone abt this!
but after type finish all these shit.. i really feel a relief~ its like every heavy stuff beeen taken off! yup feel happy abt it! but juz hope nth is gonna trap again inside this "I can Take it" heart again! thanks to the last person who triggle me though! otherwise i think my heart is still filled with heavy burden!

That all for today!! i post another one for tml!! abt wat i did on tuesday!
bye all~


| arhang fought for sanity @ 9:35 PM|

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Sunday, October 22, 2006

-fruitful week~!-

thanks to the super heavy haze these few days, You had made me hitting the gym instead of jogging outside where there suppose to have fresh air! but hougang gym is too damn packed during the late afternoon of monday. so all the trackmail is been taken and imagine have to que for it!! somehow i think running on treadmill in the gym is more tiring!

ok 1st thing 1st

• You are been forced to run!
• U cannot adjust ur the speed freely! u still muz manually press the button to adjust the speed!
• too much ppl, carbon dioxide is been created more!
• alot of ppl waiting/looking for/at You at the que, making u feel uncomfortable

thank God that the PSI reading is getting lower. so guess we can go back our usual jogging pathway again!

oh ya.. on 14th celebrate my bday really forgot to post some photo~ well really there juz a few~ i shall post some major group photo then~

ok my primary mates~~ Xiaoxian is not inside haha.. coz she is so damn late!

anyway thank u all for coming~ 6C 6C sexY~ oops~

haha once again! louis again!! haha always kena rape by the wooden bench~

WB ppl also nv gif much face~ haa only some came~

ok la.. i noe la.. most of u haf reason la~ no worries~

seriously i dunno how to cat this grp of frenz.

but confirm cannot define as "Others" ok i define it as gd chatting mate 1st ok?

if u all got idea to tell me how to cat these.. then tell me haha.. i sure change!

personally i like this photo alot~~not coz of got one superstar there:X,but i smile very natural!

i wonder why adel is sitting there! i tot she suppose to join the WB grp photo instead? blahz anyway!

Ok on my actual bday went out wif ys~ at pastamania la~

ok pastamania can only eat pasta i think..

the pizza, haha ok la.. not tt bad la.. but pizza own pastamania for pizza for sure! haha

upsize the pizza from 7" to 10" for ys haha.. at 1st i was thinking, 7" is damn small, juz add $2 to 10" to a bigger size.. ok la.. nvm as long quite worth.. haha but the pizza.. hmm .. u all try it and tell me lo! diff ppl diff taste i guess~ ya try tt chicken and mushroom~ :) i find it okok only la.. got 5.5pts in my own opinion.

ok still one last posting~

last nite we(Louis,Sihui,Yingseah and me) went for some singing at kbox~ around 9+ got alot of Kbox ppl keep walking around and keep looking inside! very irraitating! it like we done something wrong or smt else! after tt finally got one staff came in! saying our time is up~ and its over 45min~ oops :X ok then we faster pack up and had dinner~

we went "kopitiam" near Cenileisure~ ordered 20 Stick of Fatman satay, Hokkien Mee and Carrot Cake and are been shared among us. ok the hokkien mee is gd! satay so-so, not wat i expected~ haha carrot cake, think maybe i dun like it personally ba.. so i didnt take much haah but seem that the other are enjoying the food!

but the hokkien mee is really gd~ think of it.. yum~!

but i think MSG put too much haha.. till now after the long 12hrs.. i still feeling thristy! >_<;

ok la last but not least, i change my skin again, and the song~

haha hope u all like the new song~ its by erm..

forgot~ but the title is called "This love" it a quite a nice song~

ok take and hope u all enjoyed ur day!

| arhang fought for sanity @ 2:18 PM|

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Friday, October 13, 2006

-instant messaging services~!-

yea few days ago one of lesson is about instand messaging services.. ya.. of coz we are toking about MSN, Yahoo messaging services..
so me and my china classmate, were discussing abt it and make the whole class listen to us.
i was asking him, how he type chinese on msn, with very high speed. i asking him is he using any special keyboard anot. he say he is using pin yin to type everything out.
then i was puzzled, china got learn pin yin one de ar.. he explain how china teach and i understand more.

He was stating that, Singapore Chinese Standard is. SEC4 chinese or higher chinese is = to china Primary sch standard.
But singapore Sec 4 english can go up to China Uni~~
i was wow, that such a big gap man..
haha anyway we toking our frenz how they normally chat in msn..
then we toking abt those who always use proper english instead of singlish, i mean ok la.. if u wanna improve ur english la.. but come on la.. juz a chat.. its only chat ma.. dun need write till so serious ba..
then the china frenz more worst.. his frenz went write alot of Cheng Yu let my fren see..
he also sian half..
so we all agree on msn chatting, we tend to use more singlish then proper english.
So is this is a gd practisce?
But ppl like us, dun really like it.. coz we thinking, its only a chatting conversation no need so fomal rite? haha

anyway tml is 14th oct.. my bday celebration haah.. well the reaction is not tt gd i think..
most of the ppl i invited is not coming.. but i didn't invite much too.. yet so little can make it.. it really quite dissapointed.. so those who are coming, i thank u all in advance!


| arhang fought for sanity @ 8:27 PM|

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Monday, October 02, 2006

-Relax Yihang, u gonna relax!!-

guess i was too anxious to explain myself to her.
but maybe i shld gif her some time to clam herself down.
or shld i say clam myself down 1st?

unclam status : i was like, calling/sms her like mad, really wanted to clear my name.
but not making up story to bluff her.(call was either reject or pick someone unknown saying she not around =/) of coz i had my reason to tell her everything that i know.
but i nv tot of her status also, she confirm is also very angry, very hype up!
so even what i said to her, she might not listen into it also.
i will not Thinking rationally if i'm angry

Clam status : well i shld have clam myself down, and wait for her to clam down, and tried calling her again and explain myself. yaa if i was to call her on those time(unclam), i might be very defensive. and might shouted at anyone and saying names.
let say time really heals, i really hope when she is clamed down, she really will listen to my explanation and accept it. 1st thoughts come out when i'm clam : Girls live in their own world, to really understand them, we guys 1st muz be girls. So i really try putting myself in her shoe.

Part of Reason:actually i was just telling her friend, that light really come to me le la..
i admit i got ask alot of "how to" but her frenz juz tell me "jia you" that all.
i really nv ask the frenz to tell her what i wanna to say to her.
i nv expect a answer will come from her, if her frenz ask her and tell me.
if this is the way i wanna jio tt ger. i think this is shameless.
for wat i jio a ger using a "3rd party software"
there is really no meaning.
I had nv ask them to help me to jio that ger for me!
EVEN if i did, what can they do? they can't brainwash the ger that i like.
IF they did help me brainwashed her, all purpose will be lost!
Yes though i like her, but i can't expect juz to like me back coz i like her.
Of coz there muz be action to be done.
all these really suddenly come to mind.
if i dun like this ger, i dun think i would wanna clear this misunderstanding. coz i really think its bullshit.
i writing all these coz i really like this ger. otherwise i won't be so anxious to clear my name over this small matters. coz everything matters to me now.

I really hope both parties are clam down b4 i can explain this to her.
If she ever read this, i hope she can listen to my explaination.


| arhang fought for sanity @ 7:24 PM|

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