Monday, October 02, 2006

-Relax Yihang, u gonna relax!!-

guess i was too anxious to explain myself to her.
but maybe i shld gif her some time to clam herself down.
or shld i say clam myself down 1st?

unclam status : i was like, calling/sms her like mad, really wanted to clear my name.
but not making up story to bluff her.(call was either reject or pick someone unknown saying she not around =/) of coz i had my reason to tell her everything that i know.
but i nv tot of her status also, she confirm is also very angry, very hype up!
so even what i said to her, she might not listen into it also.
i will not Thinking rationally if i'm angry

Clam status : well i shld have clam myself down, and wait for her to clam down, and tried calling her again and explain myself. yaa if i was to call her on those time(unclam), i might be very defensive. and might shouted at anyone and saying names.
let say time really heals, i really hope when she is clamed down, she really will listen to my explanation and accept it. 1st thoughts come out when i'm clam : Girls live in their own world, to really understand them, we guys 1st muz be girls. So i really try putting myself in her shoe.

Part of Reason:actually i was just telling her friend, that light really come to me le la..
i admit i got ask alot of "how to" but her frenz juz tell me "jia you" that all.
i really nv ask the frenz to tell her what i wanna to say to her.
i nv expect a answer will come from her, if her frenz ask her and tell me.
if this is the way i wanna jio tt ger. i think this is shameless.
for wat i jio a ger using a "3rd party software"
there is really no meaning.
I had nv ask them to help me to jio that ger for me!
EVEN if i did, what can they do? they can't brainwash the ger that i like.
IF they did help me brainwashed her, all purpose will be lost!
Yes though i like her, but i can't expect juz to like me back coz i like her.
Of coz there muz be action to be done.
all these really suddenly come to mind.
if i dun like this ger, i dun think i would wanna clear this misunderstanding. coz i really think its bullshit.
i writing all these coz i really like this ger. otherwise i won't be so anxious to clear my name over this small matters. coz everything matters to me now.

I really hope both parties are clam down b4 i can explain this to her.
If she ever read this, i hope she can listen to my explaination.


| arhang fought for sanity @ 7:24 PM|

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